One line was really powerful to me...
"I don't want a never-ending life
I just want to be alive
While I'm here"
Kallie, sometimes you forget to have fun because you are so worried about things. I can't say they are small things because in your head they are huge. I hope I can help you to learn to enjoy life and let loose sometime. We are both reserved and would rather sit on the sidelines than gain attention, but that can also cause you to miss a little happiness in life.